Michael Adonys

PRINCESS EROS MUSIC
CHICAGO

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P.T.S.D. COVID 19

Even Though It’s A Brand New Day, A Brand New Week
But, It’s Not The Same Life That I Had Last Week
I Had A Job, Had A Family, And I Had Home
I Had Everything I Wanted And I Never Felt Alone
Life Was Beautiful So Grand
No Worries No Fears I Had The Future In Hand
And Then Came You, A Stranger To The Land
COVID 19 The Destroyer Of Man
A Tiny Little Virus With A Big Name
COVID 19 Came And Changed The Game
And In 48 Hours My Dreams Became Hell
In 48 Hours I Began A New Tale
My Trip Became A Battle To Survive
A Battle With A Virus That Takes Lives
It Started With A Cough And Then The Paramedic Bells
A Struggle To Breathe, I Know I’m Not Well
I’m Being Destroyed By The Virus From Within
My Body Is Fighting But Can It Win
So, Will I Make It Through The Day
Will I Make It Through The Week
Will I Survive COVID 19
My Family’s Not With Me, I’m Far From Home
Please GOD, Don’t Let Me Die Alone
Blame The Virus

I’m Not A Dr. Jeckyl Or A Mr. Hyde
And I Don’t Like The Feeling That I Feel Inside
Lost, Confused And Feelings Of Doom
Every Day Is Different And I Don’t Know What To Do
No Job, No Money And All Alone
With Social Isolation It Won’t Be Long
A Struggle In The Morning And A Battle At Night
COVID 19 Has Ruined My Life
Anxiety And Fear And I Never Sleep
A Mental Overload And It’s Getting Deep
I Say A Prayer In The Morning I Say A Prayer At Night
I Ask GOD To Please Help Me Make It Through This Fight
Isolation Makes It Hard For Me To Fight The Disease
It Makes It Hard For Me To Beat COVID 19
But If I Tell Anyone They’ll Think I’m Weak
It’s Getting Hard For Me To Handle
And I Know It’s Going To Peak
Blame The Virus

Back At Home And Now What Do I Do
I Just Spent 8 Weeks In The ICU
They Said I Beat COVID And I’m Symptom Free
But I Still Feel There’s Something Wrong With Me
I Can’t Sleep, Still Weak And I Feel Alone
I Never Felt Like This, Something’s Going On
I Hear Voices And Machines When I Close My Eyes
I Hear Voices At My Side Saying Another One Died
My Mind Is Doing Things It Never Did Before
The Other Day I Found Myself Crying On The Floor
It’s Getting Harder Every Day But I Try To Cope
I Tried But Now I Feel Like I’m Losing Hope
Blame The Virus

For All Of Us Who Survived COVID 19
GOD Gave Us Another Day To Live Our Dream
But We Must Not Forget Those Who Didn’t Survive
We Must Always Keep Them And Their Memories Alive
Good Luck And Godspeed

Michael Adonys
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